Crazy

Sometimes we can stare at a wall
And see a memory like it's a movie screen
Sometimes they might seem so real
Like you can jump into that daydream
I admit I haven't had the easiest life
And I know what it means to feel pain
Nothing can compare to what we lose
No matter what it is that we gain
I sometimes wonder why I chose this life
Maybe I wanted the challenge it gives
Maybe I wasn't paying attention
When God asked what kind of life I want to live
I often feel like it might pay off
Like a reward for what I chose
I don't know if it's worth it sometimes
Or how much I can take, who knows
I'm getting tired and I feel the stress
I can't think straight anymore, my mind's a big mess
Is this just homework or is it a test?
Give me the answers so I don't have to guess
I'm going crazy and the chickens are scared
The cheetas are still playing truth or dare
What am I saying? See what I mean?
I'll just keep pretending the wall is a screen.